blog 17

I do not get attached too much, and, as much as I hate it, I don’t have burning passions for anything. It isn’t that I don’t care. It is just that I had a rough time for a good portion of my life, so I am emotionally calloused. I DO, however, have passion for God. I plan to dedicate much of my time to mission trips in not so far off years, for example. I wish I was more dedicated to other things, but he is the only one who has gotten through to me and through him, I care for others. I feel defensive of others in ways that I do not for myself. There has only been one case in my life where I almost was in a fight, and it was in defense of another. The only reason I wasn’t in that fight is that I have difficulty being mean to anyone, even those who I think deserve it.